Sunday, December 25, 2005

WHAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR WORLD

The holidays! The hussle and the bussle of the world flying by. No time to stop and think! Then there is a moment of rest and it hits you. The thoughts and the loneliness draw a heavy load. The soul feels empty wanting begging for some fulfilment! Where can one find it? Does it come wrapped in a beautiful christmas gift? Can one drive up the drive-thru and order one companion to fill the void to go? Unfortunately life is not that simple and one must travel this world aimlessly waiting for that connection! The thoughts drift. How can one get to that point again? Not knowing where it will come from and seeing time just pass by. The minutes seem to run so slow and I feel I could have gotten there under other means! But such is not the case. In the slow times one has alot of time to think. The mind plays the vivid memories and the heart lets down the guards and lets the thoughts flow: "What's going on in your world? Its sure is lonesome in mine!"

-ALBERT

Thursday, December 22, 2005

NO REGRETS

My heart pounds. The questions arise. What have I done? Is this right? Did I make a mistake? Should I have not jumped the gun too quickly? Those are just a few questions that came racing to mind. Then I take a deep breath and think: Why not! I always go for what I want! I have nothing to lose! Think of the possibility! Yea the two extreems when life begs to be in the middle. "The happy middle" so they say, but I never been one to stay within the lines, so screw the middle! I'm going for the brass ring again. Won't be the first time I fall flat on my face, but you know just like the other times I will hold no regrets. What other way can you do that, unless you don't go for it. Well come to think of it, its too late since the rendevous is set and the clock is ticking. Just then thought brings a smile to my face and makes my heart pound again. I'm excited and I can't wait for the moment when the connection is made. I check it out again, I pause and think to myself "Yea, good move!" Its good to take a chance and just go for it! Was it the right move? Who knows only time will tell but yet I hold no regrets!

-ALBERT