WORLD TURNED UPSIDE DOWN

When do you know you hit rock bottom? How the hell does it feel? Can it get any worse? Been struggling the last month or so. In some ways I am very happy but in others I feel like when will all this end!? What next? Feel like shouting "someone please just put me out of my misery" but at the same time I feel no one will hear! Where is one to turn to? What is one to do? "One day at a time" some say. But how can one get over the day that never ends? Fell like the the walls have come down all over me. Trapped in my own "groundhog day" trying to get out of the nightmare. I make changes but still end up with the same results. I am running out of changes! When does the nightmare end in the world turned upside down?

ALBERT