PROCEED WITH CAUTION

Forgive me if I'm skeptical, but I been hurt several times. I may seem cold, but I don't know if I can go through it again. My walk has not been easy. Just a few weeks ago when I seemed to spill my guts about the feelings I still had, all I heard were the words "I'm Sorry". What has changed? is part of my questioning. How will it be different? These things are just to make me see and feel before I proceed. Is the ground soft? Will the dirt give way under my feet? Will I fall? That may explain the small steps I take. What is the difference now? So much confusion, so many questions. Questions that we may find so hard to answer, yet we must answer. All the answers come from actions. They tell us what has changed, they show us what they need, and they make us feel what is to come. What is going to happen? I don't know. Is it worth exploring? Yes, but forgive me as I proceed with caution.