WHEN IS TOO MUCH, TOO MUCH?

I am so ready for my trip. Been excited and nervous as hell. Never done a full blown event. What gets me nervous is the unexpected or the perseptions of such events. My friend drives in tonight and we take off to Dallas in the morning. I sit here debating on what to do. Should I let my hair down and let loose or should I be my normal reserved more conservative self? I would like to experience the wild side and totally let go! Now that is scary, what would result of that? What impression will that give? Will I end up regretting the whole thing later? Knowing myself, I will probably just end up regretting being my cautious self and not having done anything at all. Really don't want that. I am going to have fun, drink, and make some friends. So maybe the answer is a happy median. But what if you can't get started or what if you enjoy it so much that you can't stop? Where does the line get drawn? When is too much, too much? (http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=indulge)

ALBERT